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Razor’s Edge, The (1946)
IMDB rating: 7.50
Plot: Well-to-do Chicagoan, Larry Darrell, breaks off his engagement to Isabel and travels the world seeking enlightenment, eventually finding his guru India. Isabel marries Gray, and following the crash of 1929, is invited to live in Paris with her rich, social climbing, Uncle Elliot. During a sojurn there, Larry, having attained his goal, is reunited with Isabel. While slumming one night Larry, Isabel and company are shocked to discover Sophie, a friend from Chicago. Having lost her husband and child in a tragic accident, Sophie is living the low-life with the help of drugs an abusive brute. Larry tries to rehabilitate her, but his efforts are sabotaged by Isabel who has tried in vain to reignite Larry’s interest in her.
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Directors: Goulding Edmund
Actors: Power Tyrone,Payne John,Webb Clifton,Marshall Herbert,Latimore Frank,Kortner Fritz,Wengraf John,Humphreys Cecil,Pilcer Harry,Adrian George,Drama,
Depressed, Don't know what to do,Only 13,Suicidal thoughts..?
I’m 13 and have been getting extremely depressed in the last 5-6 months. Sometimes i will just be staring at walls for hours wasting my life away thinking about past mistakes and anything ive failed at. i have cut myself before, when i get upset i wont even think about it i will just run strait to my razor, when i do if its like clarity and a small weight lifted from my shoulders. i have had suicidal thoughts many times.
The thing is idon’tt want to die. anytime a friend or anyone asks if im okay i just lash out at them without even thinking about it.
i do not have any social anxietyy what so ever.
I fell like a complete freak like im never in control anymore. I never talk to my parents about it, or anyone. I tend not too talk about feeling i just bottle everything up.
It’s not hormones, i know the difference, between them and this.
I make good grades and dont get into much trouble i realy have no reson for any of this.
I have sooo many stresses though and iconstantlyantly on the verge of snapping and killing myself to get away from everything
Can anyone help me?
i have no one to tell this to, parents woud say im making it up or being dramatic, and our counsuler does nothing.
i am extremly resistent to tretment or sharing it with parents/counselers/ect.
about a week ago i cut so deep i was extremly dizzy and blood was everywhere. it realy is scary realising youve done that to yourself or how close to death you may or may not have been. in all honesty is like a drug, its addicting and im afraid of myself, wat im capable of doing when im on the edge, i dont even think about the act when im doing it, until afterward then im horrified and just sick of myself, revolted
It gets worse every minute and i dont know how much longer i an be on the ege withought finally snapping.
hey. i am 14. i am going through these problems too. though mine have been getting better, i have found a few reasons why we are like this and i think it may have helped if only a little. also, cutting does get addicting i have prevented myself from doing it for the past month and am suffering from some side effects. listen, from what you have told me, you are driving yourself crazy same as myself. i have nothing to say to other peopole on my problem and if the convo gets close to it, i snap. you make good grades and dont have any social anxiety you say, but you arent thinking about what you want. you probably want to hang out with friends more, just do whatever you feel like at the moment possibly. if you arent aware of it now, trust me try it and you will be because i did the same things. you probably hold in your opinion on things or just things you want to say in fear of hurting someone or causing people to change in hte way they see you. these things will drive you insane! i mean i have been trying to run away from all this crap and reach for the box cutter knife but i do my best to stop because the relief it brings is only temporary and only feels better for a little while.you are a little bit behind me with your depression at this point probably, mine has been going on for over a year and a half. it just gets worse if you dont find help in someone and i refuse to get it from someone i know or a counselor or doctor or parents or friends or any of that crap. i am a christian so i have slowly started finding it in God and Jesus. i dont know what your beliefs are but this has been slowly helping though i just started it a few weeks ago after my friends wanted me to go on a fasting church retreat with them. i have never really been able to talk to God very well but i have been trying my hardest and things have gotten better. well, if you dont want to use this method then i have another and that is you can talk to me about it, even if you watn to try the other method you can talk to me. it shouldnt be an issue since we are complete strangers right? @@@@@my email is brunette9011@yahoo.com so just i would love to talk to someone else about this too because i understand it all so well…..good luck and please i beg of you stay alive, i have faced up to this for over a year and a half and i am a girl!!!!! i am covered in scars and i have been alone in this so please stick with it for me i beg you, i dont watn to be alone in this. remember to email me at brunette9011@yahoo.com
Tay lor | Feb 01, 2010
this could be very serious. you should not be asking anyone online for such a concern.
we are not doctors, and not qualified to help you.
please consult a professional IMMEDIATELY
uwillnomyname | Feb 01, 2010
please go to your doctor and parents! good luck and god bless you!
Maeve | Feb 01, 2010
sounds like ya might need some help.
go 2 sum1 u trust or so…nd cuz ur a cutter i wldnt recommend a doctor.
they wld most likely throw ya into the hospital nd approach ur back with giant needles.
Xerei | Feb 01, 2010
I’m so sorry! You might need help if you don’t think you can do this on your own. Believe it or not, people do care about you. I don’t even know you and I do…cuz that sounds miserable. You’re so young though, I’m not entirely sure what you could do for yourself. Is there anyone you trust that wouldn’t totally freak out and make you uncomfortable if you talked to them? Like a teacher or a neighbor or a church leader or anyone? It seems like that’s what you’re looking for through sharing this here, seeing as we are very disconnected and telling people on the internet wouldn’t involve parents etc. freaking out. Self harming IS an addiction, that’s why it’s hard to get over, but I think you seem strong enough to overcome this. And you’re probably clinically depressed a bit, but I don’t know you so I can’t tell. But either way, that’s not at all your fault.
NotAMonkey | Feb 01, 2010
Dear Heart…this is much too serious to discuss online. Please try to talk to your parents and seek some help, please. If you don’t feel you can, there are websites such as this…."What if the Hot line Phone Number for my local area is no good ?? Call 1-800-SUICIDE / 1-800-784-2433; Call 1-800-273-TALK / 1-800-273-8255 ." You are in intense pain…please contact someone for help!!!
vikingwarrior48 | Feb 01, 2010
Ahh, the yahoo answers, "Should I commit suicide?" Those are classics…
You are 13, in your teen years. Do you know what that means? It means that teenagers all have suicidal thoughts. Even I. Don’t give up, life is tough, you can’t let those bullies win! Bullies, meaning things that are "bad." You need to forget all those things bothering you. How about reiki healing music?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=77j9Eu3TW kQ
Try listening to that or follow the video sources to another video of a different variation reiki healing music. Believe me it helps.
If that fails try finding something to do. Like maybe.. I don’t know… Painting in your spare time? Something you enjoy to do in your spare time that will keep you busy and at the end of each project you create within that "hobby" you can have a feeling of self accomplishment, pride.
Brian | Feb 01, 2010
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